oooo noo!

I think I created false hope for my mother this weekend. She was joking that she should have Corey spend the night. I said yea right but then I said hmm maybe not such a bad idea, Chris and I could go out and hang out with some friends. She sounded happy about the idea, but now that I think of it, I'm not sure if I'm ready to have a night without him. I called her up and told her this but she thinks hes ready. I know he's ready and he'll be a good boy for his grandma but the thought of him needing me, especially since I nurse, is making me not want to do it. What if he doesn't have enough to eat?? I have him on a strict breast milk-only diet so she wouldn't be able to give him formula or water, oh well I'll sleep on it for a couple of days...