Happy Friday?

I'm so glad I have the next 2 days off after tonight...

Its been sad going back to work after 6 weeks off for maternity leave, I wish I could just be a stay at home mom but work at home mom is the next best thing! I'm so glad I can come downstairs on my breaks and feed Corey.

Ugh, 2nd shift, I thought I would absolutely hate it but its not so bad. I've been on 1st shift at my job for 5 years and when Chris and I decided to have a baby we realized we did not want to pay for daycare. Also I didn't want him exposed to all the germs that go around in daycares. So in order to have a baby we needed one person on 1st shift and one person on 2nd shift, I got the short end of the stick and went onto nights, there were reasons for it like Chris's job: people on 2nds do not usually get asked for overtime. Either way if i were to stay on 1st and Chris went to
2nd we wouldn't see him at night, at least we are all at home at night:)

Tonight is going to be hard though. Chris is planning on going to his parents house with Corey while I'm working to visit them and work on his '96 Camero before selling it also to have dinner with them. I've never been without Corey for more that 20 minutes, so I will be obsessing over if hes doing ok or eating ok. O man, having no control over what your baby's doing sucks. I just want to be with him 24/7. Is that normal? Is it healthy? Hes only 7 weeks old (today), is it time to cut the strings already? Then tomorrow Chris is wanting to take me to a movie and dinner, am I ready for a Corey-free date night? My mom is more than happy to watch him actually she may be the one pushing me out the door for alone-Corey time. I hope I'll have the strength to stay working tonight...

Right now Corey has a rash on his face...not sure how he got it, I changed his lotion to bedtime lotion but the rash is just on his face not his body. I wonder if he got it from his dad's unshaven, scruffy face rubbing up against him. Or maybe a heat rash...I'll keep an eye on it even though I want to rush to the dr's office to show them and ask what it really is.

Anyways, more later, I have to rush to Wal-Mart to get some diapers:)